Saturday, June 19, 2010
State of the union
Oh husband, right now I think it is just great that I can be purging in the downstairs bathroom and you are upstairs on the computer oblivious to everything. Although I am scared that I may eventually look back upon this time in our marriage and resent how truly self-absorbed you can be.
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I regret keeping this secret from my fiance :(
ReplyDeletebut do you really want him to know??
ReplyDeleteI don't. But I do.
ReplyDeleteOne of my favorite parts about our relationship, is that we share everything with each other. And I hate keeping this from him. Especially when it's such a big part of my life.
And the fact is that he means the world to me. And I want so badly to pick him over this disorder but when it comes down to it, I often lie to him about things. And I HATE lying to him. I have never lied to him about anything else EVER. What I want is for the disorder to go away so the lying can stop.
But he loves how uncomplicated I am. And I don't want that view he has to change. So I keep it from him. So no, I don't want him to know. I just don't want to lie to him.
So I don't know.