Bleh

I weighed in today and registered a 4 pound loss from whenever the heck it was since I had the guts to get on the scale last. Yay for that and all, but I'm not happy 'cuz I did the math and realized I'm 35lbs from my goal weight. FUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKK. I wish this stupid fat would just leave the building!! Damn my strong survival instincts. I just wanna be skinny!

I'm so depressed, I think I'll go shopping. At least that way I won't be moping around at home and tempted to binge.